My married life is like living in a hostel

Naran Throughout our life, we hunt for love, needing caring and affection from others. When we don’t get it, we fail to understand that we are demanding more and more from a person who does not have what we want. Instead, we hang on to him. Our demand annoys him and he distances himself away. The paradox is he married you with the intention that you would give him love. There is an unconscious decision is your life before birth that you will always give love to your husband without any expectation. Now instead of giving, you want to receive. That is why you are not getting. Instead of trying to get, become a giver. That is why you are named Someshwari. Give love even when there is no receiving. Giving love without expecting to receive will make you magnanimous. Thank every person and every event in your life daily. Meditate on Sai Baba, reminding yourself of his anecdotes of Divine love and visualize his love filling up your heart. Then from your heart let his love flow through your hands to your husband and his family. Do this daily. Thank them. Pray for them. Chant the following: “CHICORY, CHERRY PLUM, TOGETHER FIND DIVINE LOVE WITH”. Chant this as many times as possible. Faith and Endurance will carry us forward. Write this in a paper and keep it under the pillow.